Wednesday, May 02, 2007

'sup?

I really feel like I ought to be updating here, but I don't have all that much to say these days. I've got a lot going on that I don't really feel much like talking about here. But I am having a really nice week living & working from my best friend Jen's house, hanging out with her dogs during the day and her in the evenings! Tonight, I will spend some time with my sister Sarah, and tomorrow I might get to see Tanya, finally! Friday evening, I am going to go see Jen's chorus perform Orff's Carmina Burana with my parents. These are the big things going on with me, in terms of a social life, anyway. I miss Boston & I miss everyone & I especially miss Dan, but I don't want to get into that on the Internets. I'll fill you all in when I see you on other stuff, but suffice it to say that I feel like I am doing a lot of growing (not to mention journal-writing) during this time. I need to figure out first & foremost what it is I want, for me. I need to remember that I am worth people's time. I have incredibly awful self esteem issues, which makes it really difficult for me to even admit something like that I have worth that out loud, but I need to tell myself that it's true. I may not be the best person out there, but I'm not a deliberately bad one. And I am doing my best to live a good life, both for myself & for others. To me, that is what is important.

Now, to remind myself of all that every single day. xo

Currently Reading:

TITLE: The Blind Assassin (audiobook)
AUTHOR: Margaret Atwood

TITLE: Knitting Under the Influence
AUTHOR: Claire LaZebnik

1 comment:

Bethany said...

you are an amazing person. i love you.